Living in a World with many dreamers

Just finish off with a bowler hat,
stop my brain from consuming,
your never ending crap.
I've had enough,
the damage you caused
could have been a lot worse.
We have all had better days,
right now I'm shouting hurray,
cause your stupid crap has gone away.
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

I'm relieved now,
everything's in black and white,
I will now take a bow.
Haven't seen you in a while,
though you still make me smile.
I've missed you for hours,
while living in the world of pretend.
You're my lover
but also my best friend
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

I laid my eyes on you,
knowing it was just the start.
The first time you stole my heart,
I never wanted us to part.
My red art book,
as I sketched out my feelings,
some many happy thoughts unreeling.
The make outs were very pleasing,
though your texts were quite confusing.
Our souls were just infusing,
when my heart was fit for taking.
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

I just don't know,
but it won't get to me.
We try,
but you're not worth it,
for me to cry.
I need thinking time,
wanting for the moment to shine.
I won't let this past by,
a moment of a lifetime
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

~Need to focus on clothes more ~
 
You were someone I could talk to,
but there's no one on the other end.
My emotions hang by a single thread,
I could be happy,
if I just pretend.
I get pushed away,
just being your rebound.
Just you wait because,
soon my happiness will be found
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

I'm restless,
not breathless.
Things circle in my head,
laying down on couch
instead of my bed.
I think too much about your opinion,
never mind my own.
Trying to make a good impression,
but it's never shown.
Will I ever sleep tonight,
with these thoughts in my mind.
Battling for clearer weather,
and believing in myself much more better.
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

~To applaud you with sound that my hands make~
 
Day has been a bore,
why don't I draw.
I contemplate too much,
when pencil to paper dare touch.
I've told I'm great,
but I get quite cocky.
I love it,
well that's what I tell me.
Trying to find light,
in a beautiful sea.
Wanting to bring out the best of me,
a person for all to see.
 
~Tobi Bamgboye
 
@samihashaheed spot the book ;D

Something about you,
is etched into my head.
The memories we shared,
will never shred.
The spring breeze,
early in the afternoon.
Dancing in the rain,
with no single regret.
This spring I got a friend,
a friend telling me to forget about the rest.
A friend who changed me,
and made me happy for the best
 
~Tobi Bamgboye

~You placed the stars in the sky and you know them by name, you are amazing, God~
 
I can't forget the first time,
I felt that I changed somebody's life,
that they knew someone understood.
A first time,
I had bursts of great emotions,
times and memories.
These things I treasure,
and will never let go.
I ate desserts last night,
a marathon in fact.
Not to show depression,
but because I was happy,
starting to become intact.
Intact with me,
a better me.
Knowing I will end up happy,
just that some things,
have to be let free.
 
~Tobi Bamgboye
 
@killjoy45 Thanks for calling me amazing, hehe :)

I've been occupying my time,
to get you off my mind.
You gave me basic words,
with no meaning,
but I saw so many feelings.
I've started new things,
and started to realize,
getting new friends,
but you wouldn't realize.
I saw the real you in the end,
you were nice and the best I could ask for
in the beginning,
the greatest friend,
I had ever imagined.
But now all those thoughts,
begin forced to now,
just have to a end.
 
~Tobi Bamgboye